A Surrendered Heart

A Surrendered Heart


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A time to surrender was the way I felt looking back at this video from over two ears ago. I never thought that the stage of this video would turn into a ministry where I bare my entire life onto a platforn for others to read.

For me this is just not some random moment where I share what is pricking at the center of my heart for the moment; but this is my raw true life that i have to seek healing from God on in every way that I possibly can. I have been in the fire for so long, and I always used to think to myself. Why did I have to go through so much heartache in my life?

The very thing I thought of is the enemy declared death on my life; because he never wanted me to find out who I am in God, and the fact that I survived everything that he did to kill me means that I am in a place in God where satan does not have the authority to take my life.

I know that God has a serious plan for my life, and I am not throwing in the towel this time. I be feed up to the point where I felt like giving up, and throwing in the towel yet God still presses on my heart, and commands to me jourmey forward.

He gives me the world each day that He wakes me up to a new day without throw up my past mistakes. I know that I am so underserving of His love, His grace, and His mercy; because I have failed Him so many times for so very long.


I know that the enemy will always whisper lies into my ear telling me that I have messed up, and that God will not hear my cry, but tonight I put those word of defeat under my feet, and I am rising to the highier calling the voice of reason in my darkest hour.


I am healed in te name of Jesus. it is declared already in

Isaiah 53:5

“But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.”


I am meant to do the things that God has purposed me to do in these end times, and I am waging war against the enemy that everything to came at me with I will sound the alarm in my worship, in my praise, and even in my hallelujah. 

There is nothing else that can hinder me from moving forward where God has already predistined my feet to go. Where grace is i will abound, and His strength I will continuely lean on at all times. I know that no danger will befall me, and no weapon formed against me shall ever prosper; because I belong to a Living King that watches over my soul as I sleep, and surrounds Angels off mercy at my side throught the day, and night.


It is in Him that I am kept safely in all things. I know where my help is coming from, and there is nothing more that I rather to now than run to the safety of Jesus. He keep allowing His unmeasured love to fall into my heart, and there is no more denying that this is meant to be.

He has begun a new work in me; so here I am god setting the reset button, and allowing you to fully stripe me, and place me back on the potters will to make build me back up in your Glory.


My Prayer for everyone of you that are in the fight for you life in getting back up and giving hell a black eye while surrendering your life, heart, and purpose back to the will Of God is that this time you be steadfast, and unmovable in Christ Jesus.



 “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.”

Philippians 4:13