Good morning wives,
This morning eventry is going to be on standing in prayer for your husband despite what your current situation looks like. There is something that God is teaching me as I am praying, and waiting on Him to reconcile my marriage.
The prayers that I’ve prayed a long time ago was impactful to myself, but were there the prayers that were going to touch the thorn of God effectively? God had to sit me down, and let me know that I needed to stip praying for my marriage, and begin to pray for my husbandk to be saved, satisfied, and filled with the Holy Ghost. This is the principle of restoration to my husband being made whole in God.
After I have realized that I can not run away from what God is doing in my marriage I am learning how to just walk in ktotal obedience when it comes to being in full alignment with what God is speaking concerning everything in my marriage. There is no side curb that i am going to fall into while God is renewing the strength of my marriage instead I am going to be in the set posture before God doing as He has instructed me to do.
In this season I have to solely place everything in the hands of God so that when this structure is beoing done I know that it was not the work of my own hand but the Hands of God that has brought everything fully together in my marriage. See i was not always this eager to be so ready in this way of what God was doing in my marriage. I was on another road of wanting to be free from it. After everything that had went on in my marriage I washed my hands, and was ready to move on with someone else. Yes wives i was in a whole extra material affair with this guy. I was ready to live my life with him, and ready to be his wife.
I felt like this was the right move for my life, and that I was ready to be someone else’s Mrs. but the lie was bigger than the truth. I was not over my husband, and I never healedk from the things that we took each other through. I was just ready to slap the biggest smile on my face, and be happy. This was the worst choice that I could have made because it was the start of something that I would never be ready for.
Have you ever seen yourself go from yes Lord to Father help me get out of the mess that I know I placed myself in? I was in a state of pure depression after hooking up with this man. For eight months i was going up, and down a lustful ,slide. I was depressed felt like I could not live without him, and God was whooping my butt for not being ov=bedient when he was telling me to leave this situation entirely alone.
My rebellion has cost me a lot. After a series of events of finding out this not who I want to be with I finally got feed up to the point that I was tired of trying to fit someone in my life that did not belong there. On December 29, 2019 I left got all of my things, and parked my car, and climb in the back seat, and fell asleep. as the morning approached i clearly heard God say get on the free way.
And without hesistation I went to get gas, and I was on the freeway headed to Lancaster. see God knew I was not going to be strong enough to stay away fro this guy, and get my life together all at the same time because my flesh was weak, and if he would call I would go jump directly on him without question. So as of now I have been in this state of a wilderness season getting to know God for real, and trusting Him to lead, and guide me in where he has purposed my life to travel.
This journey back into the fold of my marriage has not been as hard as I thought it would be, and although as of right now me, and my husband have no form of communication I know that God will change this. I am not reaching out with my words but i am touching heaven with my prayers. Now I am not against communicating with my husband but I am using wisdom this time around. When God leads me to reach out to him I will. I have to remember that things take time, and that God is runnng the show not me.
so today’s prayer focus s to pray for your husband relationship with God, and if your husband iis not saved pray for God to save him.
I stand in the seat of prayer concerning every marriage that is currently going through the hardest challenges of their marriage. i ask that you help us to have faith in what we can not see before us in our husbands, and to show us how to pray for the things that they spiriutually hve need of. Father you know the things that is before us trying to hinder us from being obedient to you. I ask that you allow no weapon to come up against us, and that you will lead us deeper into you as we prepare our hearts for the reconciliation of our marriages. I pray these things in Jesus name. Amen.
Hello! My name is Jereè and I began this BLOG to share my journey as a Woman unapologetically as I start the process of mending the pieces of my broken life with God’s help by sharing my life #UnMended while Baring the deepest parts of myself has been very hard, but is so worth it in the end to see the woman I’ll become. So Cheers to healing, and to celebrating my freedon as a woman, in love, in life, and in faith. May you also grow from what I’ve grown from. Xo Jereè