Lord you said in your word that I am the salt of the earth please never let e loose my flavor.
Some time ago I realized that I have been stuck in a place where I was thinking I was doing everything in my walk with God that correct way, and this was a lie because my heart was in ruins. I did not know how to get free from it, and I really was not trying my best to get before God to worship my way out of the situation that I had placed myself in.
I was in a dark place, and i really wanted out, out of the darkest, and out of the madess that was hindering me from leaving my foot prints on this earth. I never thought that anyging like what I experienced in this last seasn would wreck my life, and shake up my faith in such a way that it left me in a state of confusion.
I had to learn how to press in! The day hasn’t even started, and my load is already heavy with life, continuous disappointments, and many heartbreaks that I play over in my head moment after moment day after day. God I know that you said that in Psalms 23 That I shall feel no evil, and you proclaimed your love for me over in John 3:16 which states that God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not parish, But have everlasting life
Now after reviewing the ways of my heart, and traveling the the loads of my daily circumstances a sense of hope leaped within my heart, and a sweet smelling fragrance flowed past my nose it was the precious sent of Jesus reminding me to rise up, and fret not. Many are the afflictions of the righteous in Christ Jesus, and as God passed through my home on yesterday he told reminded me of something so plan that even a fool would understand it
He smiley whisper do you love me enough to stay the course, and as those words pierced my very soul tears begin to fall from my eyes because I’ve been doubting the very thing that I know God can do for me.You see when hard times come we must press in, we must shut the noise in our mind, and tune out the outside world, and begin to praise God in our trouble season for He said over in Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
More tears begin to drop from my eyes, because in all of the calamity that was happening in my life I distanced the thoughts of Gods heart towards me, and I felt such a huge weight of heaviness break loose from with in my when God spoke to me, and said be not dismayed for what you are partaking in this season in your life I’ll surely use it as a testament for my glory He went on to say yet live in me, and as you face this storm surely as my name is Jesus the sun will shine in your life again , and you will see the reign from heave manifest in you life.
So saint of God the battle of the storm that you’re facing on today may feel as though its taking every bit of sunshine that you try to hold on to, but we must remember who we serve. His name is yahweh, The rose of Sharon, He is the tribe of Judah, think about when Jesus was at his final hour waiting to travel that lonely walk down Calvary he knew
what His purpose was, and He also Knew that there was no backing out of this call that was assigned to His life. His heart did not faint, and He did not waver in His faith. He pressed in, because He knew in His mind, and in His heart what an accomplishment, and victory it was going to be when He defeated the enemy. So in closing we the season in your life seem to weigh you down look towards the light that lives within you this is recognized as the love of Jesus shining in you in your darkest hour.
Hello! My name is Jereè and I began this BLOG to share my journey as a Woman unapologetically as I start the process of mending the pieces of my broken life with God’s help by sharing my life #UnMended while Baring the deepest parts of myself has been very hard, but is so worth it in the end to see the woman I’ll become. So Cheers to healing, and to celebrating my freedon as a woman, in love, in life, and in faith. May you also grow from what I’ve grown from. Xo Jereè