A Daily Talk With God
Nothing is ever the same in each day of my life, and sometimes I have to remind myself so is the same for God. I am going to experience God in a clearer way when I shift my mind into His mind but yesterday and this morning was a little challenging for me to just focus on my time with God.
I’ve been in this ready great space in my relationship with God, and nothing in this space between Him and I has changed it more so the people the He was tapping on my heart to turn loose from out of my life. This has always been a constant struggle in my life because as a child I suffered from abandonment issues with the people running in and out of my life.
I noticed that over these last few weeks God has been really giving me the signs, reasons, and time to make the exit out of some friendships, and associations from last year, and even this year, and yet I still found myself paralyzed in making the disconnect with certain people in my life.
The talk that I had with God this morning went a little something like this…
Good morning God,
Me: I felt so closed in with everything that I going on in this departure, and in how the situation flipped all the way out of control.
God: Go take a shower and clear your mindset, and then come talk to me
Me: In the shower praying over myself, and over my mind being in this calmer place while not allowing anything to defeat me.
God: I don’t expect you to give me what you do not have at the moment. When you pray, and you feel I need you to take rest in me so that I can feel you back up.
Me: Crying like a big baby because I am an intercessor and I always know what to pray for everyone and for the most part for myself.
God: You’re not superwoman relax, and. get your emotions in line.
Me: Being appreciative for a personal relationship with God to encourage, and remind me of where I am, and that there’s absolutely nothing wrong with taking rest in Him.
I just always want to be in a place of clarity knowing that I am being the best me that I can in everything that God has placed me on this earth to do. I command myself to be free of disappointment, and I command my safety to only be found in the arms of Jesus which is Lord over my entire life.
I pray that this has helped you really rely on the unction of the Holy Ghost as He leads you into when to exit from a relationship, friend, and or an associate. Remember God knows what’s best for His children, and He will never lead you astray..