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    An Injunction In A Changed Behavior

    An Injunction In A Changed Behavior

    Sometimes looking in the mirror at my own reflction is hard becaue i do not like seeing the flaws that I often ignore, and sometimes refuse to change. Jereè – Founder of Mend The Vow

    I had a personal conversation with someone that i misunderstood for a lot of reason, and the way thay broke down the me that they saw really left me speechless in a lot of way. I was told that I was often narrow minded, and that I needed to listen more. 

    i had this ego stip tripping with myself about a lot of things of how someone that I love deeply hurt me, and not seeing how I hurt them left me feeling eager to fire of the sound of my heart. More, and more i am feeling like I do not know the woman that looks back at me in that cold mirror. I am defensive, angry, cold at times, and really torn up in a lot of unclean ways.

    The things that I have been ignoring are the things that are taking a more indepth root in my life, and for reason that i can not express into words of why my refusal is there not to change any of it. I know that in order to walk it like i talk it I have to kneel all the way down, and place them directly at the feet of God.

     

    i really had to find a place within my life to unsheild the things that i had build a brick wall around, and what i found is that i have been hiding within myself for a very long time. I realzise that the inner woman that longs to be fully free, and healed from all of the pain i have to really remain before God, and in His word to keep my spirit broken before Him.

    My mind has been literally racing all day on a lot fo things, and i know that I have to settle my mind into the submission of God to do what he has called me to do. There is no time for me slacking, and running under a rock just because more pressure has been applied to my life by myself, and or the enemy.

     

    Here are some steps that I have already taken to get onto the road of changing this behavior of mine.

    • Stick to a regualr day routine to cleanse my mind in the morning while listening to worship music

    • Journaling in my physical diary in the morning time. I call this brain dumping

    • Stop defending things in my life that do not need defending. ( I have God for that)

    • Journeying to the place that I am afraid to go, but hey I am taking a leap of faith.

      The amount of pain that lives inside of my heart is crazy, and the more healed that I desire to be the more of my past tries to pull me back into those dark trenches, and sometimes I allow myself to wonder back there to be conforted by what was or what is not anymore.

    At the end of the day i know that I have to surrender it all to God without any type of resistance.

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    Hello! My name is Jereè and I began this BLOG to share my journey as a Woman unapologetically as I start the process of mending the pieces of my broken life with God's help by sharing my life #UnMended while  Baring the deepest parts of myself has been very hard, but is so worth it in the end to see the woman I'll become. So Cheers to healing, and to celebrating my freedon as a woman, in love, in life, and in faith. May you also grow from what I've grown from. Xo Jereè

    Mending the vow isn’t an easy task. It’s pressure, it’s finding the grit to find the grace in each area of your life to forgive, to heal, and to grow daily.

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