Broken And Bruised ( Sitting At The Feet Of Jesus.)
A few days ago I woke up not feeling like myself and I really could not put my finger on what was going on with me. i kind of shrugged it off like hey whatever that was it will go away! That was so not the case, and I was going to need the impact of God’d full strength to get me through whatever this thing was that uninvitedly came in and hit the stay-cation alarm/ I was in a very moody mood, and I had to check the Flo app to see if my time of the month was on her way. to my surprise that was not the issue at hand.
I know was still in day one of this crap, and I did not want to feel how I was feeling but at the same time I did not know what else to do but wear it, and journal, and speak to God about it. I remember prior to me waking up in this mood from the other day I went on a three day fast, and I was seeking the Lord for spiritual discipline, and growth.
I stood on the following scriptures.
1 Timothy 6:11
I did not think of the fast that I previously went on until now, and I know that the mote I was pushing myself to die even more to myself, and to pick up the the things that I knew that I needed in order to further develop into the woman that God is maturing me into I had to lay somethings down all of the way, and leave them with God to fix, and to heal.I know that I haver to do some more work on the inside of me but I am still learning the impact of healing, and what tries to hold on to me from my past. I am fully aware when God is in control I do not have to fight I just have to remain still, and worshiping my way through this season of my life.
If you are going through a similar season I left some encouragement below for you.
Be so secure in where you are in God that when people fall off do nothing and don’t take it personal. View it as door are closing and new doors are opening up.
When you’re doing your part to God will do His. Remember everything isn’t your assignment & everyone can’t journey with you. Elevation cost, and you can’t afford to hand out
free tickets to a harvest that you’ve prayed over, cry in, and built your endurance while pulling on the strength of God.It’s time to reacquaint yourself to the world with the new
version of yourself.I’ll go first. Hey I’m Jeree and nope I can’t help you if God didn’t ordain it. See this is what no excuse or fumbling over your words look like.
Learn to use the power of your no and still do it in a kind way without offending folks.
Have a blessed day.