Have you ever thought about why is it when you are going through the most daunting times in your life that things always seems like they are the hardest to get through, and with everything that has happened in your marriage doesn’t it seem like you are just in a crawling state returning back to the dedicated life that you once lived before God before all hell broke loose in your life, and in your marriage?
In this season…
I have learned not to look at the destraction around me, and or even what i see in the natural in what is going on in my marriage. I notice that every time i would react to something that did not agree with me I would make it my point to voice my opinion when all I had to do was pray over the situation at hand.
But this did not happen I kept going back, and forward with what God was commanding me to do, and that was to shut my mouth, and just be in prayer for my marriage.
What hit home the worst is when my husband stopped coming home, and when he told me it was over, but this is not what God told me; so guess what i had to stand firm, trust on the promises of God for my marriage.
God lead me on a spiritual jounrey for my marriage, and he sent my life on an exploding 21 days of fasting, and praying for not only my marriage but for marriages around the world to be healed.
On this day August 28, 2018 is the completion of the fast as of twelve o’clock P.M PST God emeptied so much garbage out of me that was weighing me down from serving Him, and from being the best wife to my husband that i can be.
And now that I am in total awareness of how to stay in my lne with God, and also in my lane as a wife I am glad that God is leading everything back together again for the stake of is will for my life, and for my marriage.
Waiting on God the highs & the lows
Waiting on God is a deep process, and it is not for the faint heart. I was tried in the fire, and almost quit several times to be honest when God says trust me, and you can’t see the sunshining in your rear view it is hard to conceive anything else but I have learned that pushing yourself closer to God in the midst of adversity is all for the God of my sanity in this trail of life right now.
God has stengthen me in ways spiritually that I have never felt before. His grace has been more that sufficient for me, and I thank Him daiy for His love, and for His mercy over all that is has protected my marriage from, and where He is bring my marriage through.
There is a price for leveling up in God
If we suffer, we shall also reign with him: if we deny him, he also will deny us :2 Timothy 2:12 KJV
The above scripture rings so true in my ears daily because God has to know that when he places you in position that he can trust you to accomplish what he has placed before you.
So my insight in this lesson was God has to know that He comes first over all things in my life especially before my marriage. God is a jealous God, and I will never place anything before him ever again.
Getting back into position
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Once God takes you throgh the test, and He sees a change in you for the better He then releases you back into position, and once this happens you have no time to waste. Get back into your rightful place in God, and continue to do the will of God.
Silence wrecked our marriage. Unhealed wombs divided us. Unkept vows separated us. Hello! My name is Jereè and I began this BLOG to share my journey as a wife as I start the process of mending the pieces of my broken marriage with God’s help by sharing my life #UnMended. God inspired the name “Mend The Vow” which means repair (something that is broken or damaged) Relationship with God and with our husbands. It is based on the Scripture in 2 Chronicles 24:12. My hope is to encourage other wives in the world who are, have been separated,and want to mend their marriage back together.