My deepest regret is living God to pursue the lust of my nasty flesh. I thought that I would still be able to keep a solid pure relationship with God, while still dipping into sin but the more I played the hot, and cold game the more I found myself sinking deeper into the life of sin. At first, it began with a kiss with this guy that liked me, and I started to like him back. This was the pt fall in which I evntertained for a while, and as my sin shifted I desired something deeper but from someone else that I was only friends with. He was a bit older than myself but I. still was going to attempted to rtake a leap of faith.
I know that the the footsteps that I once walked in left a pattern of shackles that once tied me to a dark place of bondage that I never thought I’d see the light of day of. There was a point in my life where I was ok with hell being my final destination because there was really no hope in my pathway to see a peak of what I know God to be like now in my personal life.