Don’t Leave Her Behind
And others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire; hating even the garment spotted by the flesh.
When I woke up this morning God gave me solid instructions that I have been wrestling with since 4:00 A.M, and I was going back, and forward with God is this your word for me or is it just me wanting to be helpful while getting myself out of this sinful nature that I am in?
He spoke her name to me, and I was still doubtful; because the situation that I am in is tearing my heart apart, and it is keeping me in close contact with sin. he took me to Jude 1:23 it was like he was still speaking of tryng me in the fire while I was remaining in the thicke of things that I so desperately desired to get out of.
This lifestyle, this sin, this pain, and this cause all made me outweigh the what if’s of being disobedience to God’s call. I feel the need to still do what I want to do, but what makes me not go about things in my own way is that I have a minsitry, and a heart to serve hurting women. I can not turn my back on what God has commanded me to do.
So I guess I am on a personal assignment with her again, and this is not the first encounter of me mentoring her, but I feel like this time around it will be different, and God will show me how to get free from the things that binds me to what I am currently facing in the fire. I want to come out unchained, unburied, and unshakable.
What I am learning fromk being in a world of sin is that God can use this mess of a life that I have made for His eternal glory, and while in this He can use me to bring others out with me from sin. I have to also keep in mind that God is no respect of person, and that He controls everything. So regardless of what my life may look like right now I know that God is going to bring me out, and use me still for His glory.
What you need to know about the assignments that God places in your hands is……
Everything will not always makes sense to you
Everything is not up for debate
Everything will not compromise your yes
Everything will work out in God’s timing
Following God is a road of suffering for His names sake, and even when you are too far out there you still have to choose to be obedient to His call over your life. Please understand that this will not harm you, but it will bring great honor to His name.