The Other Side Of Faith
By faith I am writing this letter in hopes that you will forgive me for delaying your enter into this word. I have taken a lot of losses in my life, but you are not going to be one of them. I am going through a major restructuring of my life in order to heal from the inside out, and I am doing this first for me, and secondly so that I can be the best mom for you. When you come into my womb it will be into a new temple , and a reshaped heart that is running to the heart of the Father.
I can not want you where I can not currently give you all of my heart right now; because my focus is on healing, and to productively reduce the gernerational curse that has plegued our family for generations. I know that this journey for me will most be the most easiest, but it will be so rewardingk to look into your eyes one day, and see God heart reflecting in your eye gates.
My strength comes from wanting to enter into a new element of my life by tearing down the darkness that has captured my heart, and has stopped me from accomplishing certain things in my life, and i will not allow that to defy the rest of my life from this moment forward I promise you that i am doing everything in my power to be better in life, and as a woman that you can one day be so proud of .
You are always at the forefront of my mind, and you are always in my prayer. I can not wait to meet you, hold you, and love you to God;s heart. There is a lot in store for us to share as mother, and daughter, and the best of our lives will be shaped, and molded by God.
Love you always Mommy!