Thoughts that linger in the back of your mind are often thoughts that are unsettled, and unprocessed. – Jereè Speaks
When you are undecided of what you want to do with the measure of your time you become uneasily bothered with not being settled in some areas in you life, and sometimes this can cause a devided against you moving forward in the things that you are suppose to be functioning in where your purpose in concerened.
have you ever thought about being more established but not having the core mindset tools to get you to where you would like to be? Well that use to be me sometime ago I did not have the time or the readiness to walk in the things that God was calling me to do. I would make up any excuse that I could to not fully be in alignemtn with the Kingdom assignments that has been placed over my life.
I was so ready in my heart, but in som many areas of my mind there were things, thoughts, and unhealed wounds that were unsettled, and they needed immediate attention before i could even think about moving ahead in anything that I wanted to pursue or so i thought.
When i fought against the things that God told me to do the more, and more I found myself falling by the waste side of life, and the more I really got into a world of mess of my own. There were times where I would look at myself, and think to myself… Why are you doing this to yourself girl?
I did not want to be like the rest of them lost without someone to come, and save ne. Nope i wanted to be the example privately ( in God’s view only) so that I can go back, and save the lost one’s. But God had a different plan. He was going to publicy use my mess for His message, and i somehow was in agreece with His plan lol.
I was at a time where i was so messed up in the head that all I wanted was to be rescued by God, and accept what He has purposed for my life. This was over 4 years ago, and my life did not get better in the blink of an eye just because i chose to accept God’s will for my life. Now there was some deep deep cleasing that had to take place, and there was some major forgiveness that had to come from within my heart for the people in my past that used, and abused me.
I want to say this to all of God’s daughters that are currently or have battled with giving God a yes to serve Him. Nothing is going to be easy whether you are in the world dancing on the enemy’s playground, and or whether you take a leap of bold faith, and answer the call to serve God with your whole heart things will not be perfect but I can tell you this being with God, and living a life poured out unto Him is so worth it knowing that we are covere by the Father ( see Psalms 91.)