Whatever It Takes To Drive The Enemy Away

I had to step away for a while because I was dealing with some heart issues that were been hidden in the deep places of my heart. I knew that some day it would all come rushing back to the surfaces but not how it hit me this past weekend. 

Friday I was in good mood, and I was getting some work done, and all of a sudden this wave of emotion came over me, and I was no good to do anything that I had been giving my full attention to. I was in this space of missing someone that was entirely no good for me. Someone that I had to physically remove myself from but I could emotionally let him go.

 

I slipped up, and sent him a picture of myself, and said that I was praying for him which I was. But I could have left the picture Out, and or just offered a prayr up for him, and never had these aching feelings that I currently have in the pit of my stomach. Yesterday was the frist time in a long time that I cried about not being abole to be with him. Although we only were in a hot minute relationship he became apart of my daily life, and became the full function of my life at times it was hard for me to even be away from him when we were getting along really good, and than there were those other times where I just did not want to be around him period.

Watch the video below it’s from last year.. 

 

I know that every time I laid with him the soul tie deepened, and the layers of sin increased. The lesson that I learned from this has been to not allow myself to get involved with a man just for the comfort of wanting to be love, and adore but to established a solid relationship with God, and, when He feels like He is ready to place with with someone it will be in the right manner with vows being exchanged.